"The show must go on"

In life, due to one reason or another, there may come a moment of saturation that unintentionally acts as a catalyst for a new beginning - and the rest is history. There is no weight of the past, as you have left it behind you with no regrets. Living it, I swear it feels as good as if you've defied gravity.
It allows for a brand new immense space, a clean slate, for life events to take place. "The show must go on" And it does. With a sprint in its step.

Simply...

I always used to know where I 'am', where I stand, how I feel about this that and the other, so on and so forth.....a false sense of control....a false sense of power, immitating strength.

Today I stand knowing nothing. This moment was my greatest fear, but in feeling it, I see it is my greatest freedom. At the beginning I felt so disoriented, a stranger within my own skin...But as days, weeks and months pass, I realize I'm more grounded than ever. There's a core of stillness, and the silence within simply enjoys being.